“Almost instantly The room became very fuzzy and sound started to disappear, I had my friend come over and watch me to make sure I was safe, he started to look distant, and sound farther, I closed my eyes and sound turned  into what I could be described as a frequency changing or trying to find pitch. 

I tried to narrate my experience until I was gone. 

I went through a kaleidoscope hall of crazy geometrical shapes, sounds, a lot of colors, kind of like a psychedelic poster you may find in a head shop. I then went through what seemed like a green grid, similar to the film Tron. 

I ended up in a pitch black room, other then very little thin green and red lines making, which seemed to dance and continue to make geometrical shapes, but they seemed to float in the background. 

I was greeted by two “beings” who felt like representatives of this place. They were kind of dressed like clowns or something, with pointy hats, and striped garb. There faces had very little detail, similar to pantomime masks you might find at a theater. One was male, one was female ( presumably ). There was children’s laughter, or giggling in the background. It sounds terrifying but it wasn’t. 

The “representatives” of this place knew I was there, and the female offered me to take her hand, she seemed to shape shift and my hand passed through hers. I opened my eyes briefly then went back in. She seemed to be inviting me to a tunnel or place that was filled with windows or doorways to memories and dreams alike. As if they were categorized and I could just hop back in. I heard her say “Come on”. 

I felt like I could have asked them to take me anywhere. I asked if that was the case and they said yes, they could even take me to a memory with my deceased father, which shocked me as I watched her bounce or dance away. 

Time moves differently in this place, very similar to when we dream. 

I then opened my eyes, my friend (Manolis) was still there.  Only minutes had passed but it felt like hours. 

When I got back, the room was fuzzy. Kind of like a topographical map made of light.”

 15 minutes later, I physically felt as if nothing happened at all. No high, burn out, or hangover. 

Shortly after telling my friend about my trip, I googled “DMT beings”.  I was blown away by the amount of people who met the same thing. Even Joe Rogan referred to them as “Jesters”, which is a great description of what I saw. Terrence McKenna, noted advocate, referred to them as sprites or ferries on another audio recording I listened to. 

I had no information about these encounters prior, so I can say my “trip” was pure and uncorrupted by previous suggestion or expectation. One friend said they met aliens, but that’s not what I saw. The similarity in encounters is what fascinates me. Why do so many people go to this place, meet the same beings, and come back feeling as if where they exist, is somehow a “real” place? 

Skeptics can’t possibly understand. I was one. I honestly feel like I went to another dimension. I still don’t believe in a “God”, but I am now entirely open to the idea that there is way more going on then we think. 

I’ve read DMT is in every living thing, and theorized to be what causes dreams and what eases us into death, I am now entirely open to non physical dimensions where our consciousness may go. I would lean towards simulation theory, but I’m not going to subscribe to anything just yet. 

I have to say, this experience was profound, whether it be our imaginations, or trans dimensional – There’s so much to learn about dimethaltrypdamine. 

DMT – JOURNAL ENTRY –  JUNE 5TH – 2017 

To understand this entry, you may need to read my first entry ( cut and pasted at the bottom of this )  as I refer back to it several times in hopes of recreating my initial experience. I can say now, I have made it further and my DMT beings / guides / representatives, have shown me even more of this realm. I have to say, it’s quite beautiful. I am still skeptical if this is an actual place or the power of the human brain, but as I stated in my first entry, it doesn’t really matter, the experience is the exact same. 

Since my first experience in May I have tried DMT 5 more times. 

At this point, I have read a lot about other people’s experiences who were similar to mine, if someone has had different experiences, I’ll stop listening or reading immediately to make my next experience less corruptible by suggestion. 

The three times following my initial experience,  I only made it to the Kaleidoscope level. The second time I tried DMT, it was shortly after my first visit to the DMT realm. I choked VERY hard on the vapour / smoke and had a terrible experience physically ( not mentally ), in the “kaleidoscope hall” I saw the shape of a figure wave as if to say “not today”. It was short lived, but I did see the “light topographical” map again. 

My third time trying it was a total waste. I was inebriated with a friend and we were feeling cavalier. We smoked the DMT through a weed pipe. I did see some cool visuals, but nothing like my initial experience. I also didn’t have any moments of self reflection, which I feel are the most positive aspects of psychedelics. 

The fourth time, I was at my office, laying on the couch and again, I couldn’t get where I needed to be. I saw some cool visuals. I was suffering from anxiety and a heavy work load and I felt like I couldn’t “let go” of this realm, to get to theirs. Frustrated, I decided my next trip I would up my dosage. 

Yesterday, I did just that and recreated the conditions of my first experience, which was profound. I took a day off, made sure I felt  good, and relaxed my mind leading up to it. I casually smoked sativa dominant hybrid strains of Cannabis and focused on things that relaxed me like I playing video games ( something I find incredibly relaxing) reading fiction, and hanging out with my cats for most of the day. I stayed away from social media, news, or any depressing current events that could corrupt my “zen”.

Around 6pm, my friend and guide to psychedelics came over. I had just smoked a big bong and was feeling good. I was a little worried that Cannabis might affect my trip, but as a regular smoker of Cannabis, it actually really helped with the relaxation. I had also been listening to some really great ambient music I was hoping to play while I went on my trip. 

When my friend arrived I wanted to “go in” immediately. I sat in my favourite chair and took a deep breath, focusing on exhaling any negative energy. I believe Taylor Swift would refer to this as “shaking it off” 😉 

Again, I used a “crack pipe” and a torch lighter. I hate the crack pipe association but hey, it works. I’ve figured out a good balance to inhale with the torch lighter to turn the DMT into a vapour and less of a smoke. I think this is critical for me personally to get to where I want to be. However, I forgot to turn on the music. 

This time around, the re-creation worked. I smoked about .1 of a gram, took three huge pulls and again, was blasted off. I hit the kaleidoscope almost immediately. I felt my body twitching and shaking. It was scary at first. The kaleidoscope quickly turned into a checkered box, there were a ton of clowns, peaking in at me, some were scary, some even looked horrifying, peaking at me from behind checkered walls and out of boxes. The place constantly moved, but I was definitely in this jack in the box apparatus. None of these clowns were the beings I met before. I was there though. It was extremely vivid. I could still feel my body shaking or being uncomfortable in my chair when an arm came around my chest from behind, hugged me and said, “You’re okay, you’re okay”. I instantly felt better.  I thought maybe the arm was the girl representative who had reached out to me before, but I can’t be certain. I started to hear loons in the distance and nature sounds. Then I heard an owl. Clear as a bell I heard an owl. At this point, the jack in the box was to my right, and I was sort of floating next to it staring out into a purple cosmos. It was beautiful. Tons of dancing stars and lights. It was very euphoric. Then, a glowing pink cloud butterfly appeared before me and in a puff of smoke, showed itself in sort of a humanoid form. She was brunette, had huge beautiful brown eyes, but her skin was made of light so it was hard to make out any relative detail (Similar to Liv Tyler in LOTR ) She had a calming, loving and motherly vibe. I think I asked if she was my grandmother who had passed but I don’t think she was. What struck me as odd was she was sort of wearing what seemed to be contemporary garb. Kind of like a mom. She then puffed back into a cloud and flew off into the purple cosmos. At that point, the owl hooting was non stop and I was still floating in the realm, as if tethered somehow to the jack in the box, like an astronaut to a ship kind of. If I looked to my right, the jack in the box vessel was there and still rapidly changing; inviting me to go in. This is when to my left I saw the owl fly out of a picturesque earth like nature setting, over mountains, and into the DMT Realm or cosmos. The owl was huge. Flying through space with purpose towards a destination which wasn’t at this time revealed to me. I asked if I should go with it, but nothing responded. At that time, I was beamed back. I opened my eyes, and I went to turn on my phone to google my experience. I immediately realized I was still under the DMT’s influence and I wanted to go back in. So I smoked another .1 in three massive hauls and held in the vapour for as long as I could. Right before I took off, I hit play on my music.

This time I was beamed back way faster. I immediately heard the frequency in my ears change and was hurdled through the “Tron Grid” I experienced my first time, but this time I got a better understanding of what it looked like. I see now it’s gateway, tunnel or vessel that brings you to where you need to be. 

As soon as I got there, I met the SAME representatives as my first experience. I could see them more vividly, the male anyway. He had more of a human face then the last time, the female was still more of a presence. I could feel the light being from my previous trip’s presence too, but she didn’t appear in humanoid form again.  I think I saw her fly away in purple butterfly form.  They were all so happy to see me. They said “Hey, Ben” very lovingly. I replied “Hey, guys”. They then commented on the music. I asked if they liked it and they said they loved it, even though it was a bit tacky. They danced and flipped around and offered me to join them. Then, for some reason I asked them “if I was one of them?” this made the male stop and said, “You could be” as he lifted his arm to present to me a kingdom or place off in the distance. It was the same purple cosmos sky as before, and it felt like that may be where the owl I saw previously was and it felt like it was where I came from. Like, I just had to go back there. The kingdom was a silhouette, surrounded by silhouette mountains with a white warm light coming from the Center. 

The “Representatives” then addressed my anxiety, and told me to put all of my energy into the one thing I love, and that I’m spreading myself too thin, which is the cause of my anxiousness. They then told me to be good to my wife, as she loves me unconditionally. They said to say hi to my friend who was waiting in the room, and told me only a certain type of person can see them in this realm. 

When I got back, I was satisfied. Like any good psychedelic, I have to reflect on what I learned about myself, why do only a certain type of people see the Jesters / space clowns? And what is it a truly love and should focus on. 

I look forward to getting further next time, and recording my findings. Again, this experience was deeply profound, and I am more convinced that this place exists. It’s also bizarre that I have friends who I have moo

Ok communicated with in this realm. Even a day later, I can still feel their presence and love. 

Bizarre indeed. 

Dimethaltrypdamine “DMT”